Hi, I'm Ezran (xe/xem/xyr). I migrated here from Pillowfort. You can also find me on tumblr.
I don't really have a theme. I tend to post about my personal life and queer stuff (particularly related to the a-spec and quoi communities). I also occasionally post graphics and image edits. While I'm still getting the hang of this site, I'll probably mainly be using this account to reconnect and interact with people I followed on Pillowfort. I might also crosspost some posts from my Pillowfort.
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Mar. 22nd, 2021 06:01 pmTwo days back to back I’ve had dreams where I was Anakin Skywalker doing lots of non-Star Wars related things. The only other SW character around would be Padmé. In the first dream, I remember coming late to a Christmas party because I was fighting people who were threatening the city I was in, which I was the mayor of. Padmé got mad at me because she had performed a song at the party and I missed it. I apologized to her (did not think to explain why I missed the party) and then I woke up. I can’t really remember the second dream, but I think I was still mayor of a city. One thing I definitely remember was that I made Padmé upset again and she left what I believe was a spaceship hanger in a huff.
I find it amusing that I’m having these dreams now, since I’ve actually taken like a 2 week break from watching anything SW related. Kinda hope I have another dream like that tonight. Maybe I can keep Padmé happy this time, lol.
I find it amusing that I’m having these dreams now, since I’ve actually taken like a 2 week break from watching anything SW related. Kinda hope I have another dream like that tonight. Maybe I can keep Padmé happy this time, lol.
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Mar. 16th, 2021 05:24 pm“If you have these characteristics and/or these highly comorbid disorders, you are probably autistic.”
Cool... what am I supposed to do with this information? Getting a prof dx is too much of a hassle and my other disabilities already get me the accommodations I need. Is it useful to know you have ASD otherwise? I’m genuinely asking.
Cool... what am I supposed to do with this information? Getting a prof dx is too much of a hassle and my other disabilities already get me the accommodations I need. Is it useful to know you have ASD otherwise? I’m genuinely asking.
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Mar. 2nd, 2021 08:50 pmI don’t contribute a lot to the aro, ace, and adjacent communities I’m a part of but I feel burned out. I don’t think I have much more to say on personal experiences (not that anyone can see them anymore given PF’s status), unless I want to keep repeating myself in different ways. I’m disinterested in reading most things, too. Unfortunately I think the most exciting thing about reading and contributing to conversation was when some intracommunity discourse was going on. Things are otherwise calm imo, or I guess ongoing issues aren’t keeping my attention anymore. I’m bound to start fixating on things again at some point but for now I can’t get myself to do anything outside of maybe sharing a post if I come across one. Not that the same generic “your valid” or “being inconsiderate of aces/aros is bad” posts do anything in the long run.
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Feb. 17th, 2021 06:53 pmI really regret making so many view-locked posts on PF. I have notes and essay drafts all saved in private posts with no way to access it. I have finished essays that I was too paranoid post publicly. Iirc we should get the opportunity to backup (?) our posts at some point, so I just need to be patient, but I'm still annoyed regardless. My plan for this journal was really just to crosspost everything from PF. :/